I've really got no time to blog recently, due to whatever valid reason that I can come up with. Quite a lot of things happened these few weeks or days during my absence over here, pretty lazy to type everything out and phrase it nicely for viewing. However a couple of nice things happened as well. Some of which are worth mentioning like how I'd lost $50 in poker in say less than 10 rounds, met up with my good friends for some nice times, have been talking to you guys recently despite my busy schedule and have been doing pretty fine for now.
My FYP rework is finally over but I still do need that little help for that 1 section. This is something I've to see to ASAP.
I'm earning some CE points for school and that's good considering the fact that the required is 40 and I've only like 12.
My current FYP is still pretty alright with quite a number of things done but also quite a number of things not done. So far so good but I might just need to push myself harder just a little.
My school's attendance; gosh after a brilliant start, things seems to be in the shadow of the past, but I've recovered well once again. This time it seems that I'm not getting the desired grades due to my late coming, fuck this shit lah. 'Too little too late'? No way it should be phrase 'as never too early never too late'.
The most recent thing that made me realize of the past which I seem not to forget about and which I am still fucking pissed about is the fact that I was so damn bloody blind. Worst off as a bat if you were to do a comparison excluding the fact that I'm a higher being than them, I'm more blind/blinder/more pa jiao/more chair ma than them. Seriously WHY the fuck I did what I did, I had said what I had said and chose what I had chosen. These are wrong moves and choices in my life, fucking waste time, effort and energy. Haiyo really dam sickening, seriously.
Let me explain; first thing first I was fucking blinded by I don't know what. Second thing second I was fucking stupid; made choices out of my heart and intuition instead of my brains., trust me for me as a guy I've enough blood for 2 brains. And lastly I was too damn fucking naive, seeked advices from the wrong people, from people who think they know a lot. These same group of people are those people that can call me everyday telling me things that would make me stupider, telling me about money making plans and opportunity. But on the contrary thanks guys for being there whenever I needed you. Don't get me wrong that I cannot let go of the past or for a fact that I'm petty but it's simply just very frustrating. Feel damn cheated and manupliated by 1 even stupider person. That makes me stupider and yeah I know, haha.
Lastly I should start doing things right, from now on. I know whats on my mind right now and guess I will do it. I'm writing rubbish already, my inspiration is gone.