I recently just stopped work, heng ah I working for my cousin. I have to say that I really kind of took it for granted sub-consciously. I've not been going to work regularly thanks to a few reasons and factors; 1st) Damn tired 2nd) The idea of working that kind of job makes me unmotivated 3rd) Plain lazy
The thing about working is I like the idea that I'm earning money, I like the feeling of knocking off after work and I like the moments when I'm occupied with whatever I need to do. However on the down side; I hate the idea of having to wake up early the next day, I hate those times when I am going to have a late night activity(Knowing I need to go work the next morning) and I hate the commitment and working on weekends. My dad told me not to continue working because I'm a bad influence to the workers; they might just simply follow in on my footsteps. He said this:" Since your holidays are coming to an end, just stop working lah, don't give everyone a hard time".
I've to say sorry Leong Leong koko and Aunty Ah Poh, really. I've got nothing much to say but only apologies to make. I think they both will understand.
I've just bought a new phone to replace that stupid old phone of mine. I wanted a 8800 arte, however after looking at my dad's new E71, I realized that it was a much better choice. Amos also told me not to get 8800 because of certain reasons and I bought them because to me I guess he is a specialist in this area. I like the phone very much really, seldom do I get this kind of feeling after a purchase. Solid lah both father and son got same phone.
Next semester is the final lap of the race. I'm really determine to do well, change my schedules and attitude towards school. I'm not going to take anything for granted and I'm not going to slack. I have rarely failed in any major exams except O'levels, but I did made up for it. I need to be in the state I was like when I was re-taking my O'levels. Lets' go baby; pray for me and wish me all the best. Thank God for everything that you've done, I'll be seeing you this saturday.