I recently just stopped work, heng ah I working for my cousin. I have to say that I really kind of took it for granted sub-consciously. I've not been going to work regularly thanks to a few reasons and factors; 1st) Damn tired
2nd) The idea of working that kind of job makes me unmotivated
3rd) Plain lazy

The thing about working is I like the idea that I'm earning money, I like the feeling of knocking off after work and I like the moments when I'm occupied with whatever I need to do. However on the down side; I hate the idea of having to wake up early the next day, I hate those times when I am going to have a late night activity(Knowing I need to go work the next morning) and I hate the commitment and working on weekends. My dad told me not to continue working because I'm a bad influence to the workers; they might just simply follow in on my footsteps. He said this:" Since your holidays are coming to an end, just stop working lah, don't give everyone a hard time".

I've to say sorry Leong Leong koko and Aunty Ah Poh, really. I've got nothing much to say but only apologies to make. I think they both will understand.

I've just bought a new phone to replace that stupid old phone of mine. I wanted a 8800 arte, however after looking at my dad's new E71, I realized that it was a much better choice. Amos also told me not to get 8800 because of certain reasons and I bought them because to me I guess he is a specialist in this area. I like the phone very much really, seldom do I get this kind of feeling after a purchase. Solid lah both father and son got same phone.

Next semester is the final lap of the race. I'm really determine to do well, change my schedules and attitude towards school. I'm not going to take anything for granted and I'm not going to slack. I have rarely failed in any major exams except O'levels, but I did made up for it. I need to be in the state I was like when I was re-taking my O'levels. Lets' go baby; pray for me and wish me all the best. Thank God for everything that you've done, I'll be seeing you this saturday.

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I realized that it was Dino's birthday when I received his call on the 22nd Aug asking me if I was going down to dblo. The irony was I remembered his birthday(23rd Aug) however due to me working too much, I sort of lost track of the dates. It was a Friday and we all went down to what was supposed to be a brilliant night.

The invitation SMS reads; "Guys tonight dblo. Porky bring your girl along". Only after reading this then did I realized that it was Dino's birthday celebration. I skipped work on that day just to be fresh for the party. I knew the clubbing session will take a toll on me the following day because I had to work. My night officially came to an end when I had to send that bloody drunk swine home. By the time I got back, it was already almost 4 in the m'orn. A lot of things happened during the clubbing session. I'm too lazy to elaborate however lets look at the pictures and deduce from there.

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I have just skipped work very irresponsibly, I simply slept through the day without letting my cousin know. Woke up for dinner with my parents, came back home to watch 2 movies (Mad money and Transporter) and followed by this blog entry. I'll be heading on to 2 games of DOTA soon after I'm done with this. My life is really pretty much revolved around my sleeping habits, which apparently has taken a toll on my life. I really got to do something, I do need a remedy. I'm really sorry Leong Leong Koko for fucking up.

I'm waiting patiently for my grades for this semester. I've gotten some of my test grades back, I've not failed any but I thought I could have done better though. I'm still praying for a miracle from God, I need to pull my GPA up by a little bit so next semester could be my final term. I don't want to waste any more precious time doing time in school. I've just gotten my new FYP and it sux big time, I am really wondering how am I going about doing it.

I'm really just looking forward to my next semester, but at the mean time I'm looking forward to the day where I'll bring my nephews out for a movie session and a swimming session. I've talked to them already and they've agreed to it but I need to apply for an approval from my cousin. I think I can consider that done. I've asked my friend along when I'm brining the kids out for a swim, and my friend has agreed. I tell you something about this friend of mine; whenever I ask her out, there will be excuses or reasons to why she can't meet me. But when right now, it is a totally different thing. Easy ah to get a girl out, just say bringing kids out can already hor? Next time I should try this when I'm going to date a girl out.

Meeting Amos and Eric for supper again as usual this Friday and the following Monday is an off day for me. Pretty cool for now considering its Wednesday. I've been smoking an average of 1 packet per day, I need to cut down. And lastly I do miss you guys, meet up soon yeah. All work and no play makes jack a dull boy. Pray for me now that I may get the desired academic results, also get the girl of my dreams and lastly for everyone to have a good and blessed life. Leave you guys off with this song that's stucked in my head:

Something you said - Bangles

http://www.imeem.com/rechaelsears/music/54Lz40Db/the_bangles_something_that_you_said/

I have just watched good luck chuck, how I wish things you see on the silver screen would actually happen in reality. Think about this; the initial rejections you might get when you consider asking that girl out, after which you have succeeded this step, you'll move on with her. Then comes the endless mistakes you will make when you are in a relationship with her, despite this fact, the girl will still reckon your love and accept you for whoever you are. Isn't amazing? That was some kind of fairy tale to me and honestly it has almost never happened to me. But the best part of all was the ending; after realizing that the girl was gone, the protagonist actually went all way out to ask the girl back despite the fact that he understands the rejection, the pride he has to lay down and the effort he has to put in. And guess what he got her, only if these things exist in reality.

Came back from work, had my dinner and watched a movie. It's a routine for me already, its pampering myself by indulging in some nice food or go for a drink after work, followed by a bus back home. After which it's one hot shower for some detox cleansing and relaxation before heading to my com for a game of DOTA. Then it's time to sleep, very good routine.


No choice I'm pretty much in need of money and I've put up with all these shit. However on the bright side, it's only for 3 weeks. Hallelujah

Today is the last day of this semester, I'm getting good grades because even the facilitators have pity on me. Seriously the module which I've skipped today was the module which I initially had so much potential for, an X today simply means I have to pray to even get a passing grade. But Hope so lah can pass. God please help me.

I'm starting work again tomorrow. There is this saying: "A man without vision will go back to his past" But then again there is another saying: " A person who has experienced the goodness of something will always yearn for it". Put these 2 sayings together and work your brains a little and you should get the equation. I'm working for my cousin once again, woo hoo. I can imagine the lifestyle I'll be living and the schedule of my lifestyle. It is hello clubbing and drinking every night and hello to my good pay. Fucking solid, BUT no free lunch of course. It is hard work in the day and hard playing in the night. Song lah Sasha spa here I come, wo lai le.

It has almost became a routine for me to have supper every Friday with Amos and Eric. Though there were more potentials supposed to join us, but in the end its down to the 3 of us; again as usual. Chatted till 6 in the morning this time round, we met later than usual though at 3am in the morning. They claimed that I'm always late for an hour, but guys must understand lah. Again as usual we talked and discussed about almost everything, very good to hear about things which concerns you while you are eating. Eric says he is planning a zouk outing this Wednesday, I'm not really looking forward to the outing but rather looking more towards the response. Haha, sounds dam bad but its true. Till next Friday we'll see how.

This day is an auspicious day for many, for me as well definitely. It reads as follows; huat huat huat chi (prosper prosper prosperity). Very good day for many, and guess what I've a friend whose birthday falls on that day 21years ago. Luke Michael Foo Kok Meng, what a day to be born in. However his luck doesn't seem to justify this, but I can see how his life has changed after going to the army. It was a day I've always wanted to celebrate and of course with him and our common good friends.

We went to beds (Karaoke KTV) for drinks and to sing some songs, it was really a day where I met and caught up with my good friends. I lost my voice as a result of endless shouting across the table and not to mention getting intoxicated by the poison I was fed (Alchohal) by Proky. The game plan was to make Luke drank and we almost succeeded if not for the extra Porky. He ended up puking though and the statement for that night was this: "What the fuck lah my shoes lah". He puked in the drain and some vomit was splashed onto his shoes which must have cost a bomb. Despite the state he was in, he can still be bothered about his shoes rather than his condition.

Dino, Porky, Matt and I sang 2 songs for Luke, we sang; opps or rather Dino and Matt sang As long as you love me by backstreet boys and as for Porky and myself we sang Hai Kuo Tian Kong by Beyond. Dino can say this: "Not bad right I sing, huh? I felt I sang dam well." I feel like telling him Ken Lim must have made a mistake by not offering you a contract. I admit I screwed the song up when it was my turn to take cue, like I've said I've lost my voice. I felt so embarrassed about the situation BUT I know it was all for fun and furthermore its within my good friends. Shhh.

We really should spend more time together, we met up more often last time when we were all free. Since commitments have taken a toll in us (Like for me FYP), we've been pretty much busy. Hope we can still meet up more often, I really do love you guys.

Long zong si brother; just remembered that statement. Ans get well soon GQ, I'm his fav brother. Haha pics now; oh btw do I look good in my new hair cut? I think I look dam sat lah but my friends say I like an NS boy ah beng.

Yesterday I had supper with Leon, Malcolm and Sam Lim at Bukit Timah. I had this glorious meal which cost me $11.20, some kind of a set meal. It was 2 garlic naan with a bowl of curry and a can of green tea. We sat and talked cock till late say about 2am in the mor'n, while eating of course. It all started when Sam came over my place asking me for help with his PP(Professional Profiling), then the calls from Mal and Leon respectively pressurized us to the decision of meeting them. Actually it wasn't much of pressurizing but rather it was more of persuading. Good closure to a very unproductive day.

Had a quarrel with my mom, yes you've gotten me damn right. She came back from work with a bad mood and with the fact that I didn't attend school yesterday, it only made it worst. She came back smacking me with her envelope she was holding in her hand, while doing what she was doing, she was screaming at me on top of her voice. I was pretty pissed considering the fact that my laptop was lagging while all these were going on. She then claimed that I was a liar and a hopeless bum, bumming around at home instead of working or studying. I then shouted back at her which eventually I felt bad about, even until right now. I'm Sorry mummy. But really she dam bloody petty, this morning I asked her for some extra change. Guess what she said this: "Sorry I don't have money".

Labels: Love you mum

The weekend has been pretty alright for me, in short; I had supper with Amos and Eric at Jalan Kayu, Saturday was home alone with Ren playing Dota and Sunday was the day I visited GQ at SGH.

Saturday: It was filled with laughter and fun with Ren, he can wake me up by shouting while playing Dota; "its always these 2 bastards". Furthermore when he made this comment when he was having a bad game: "What the fuck is this?, what the fuck seriously Sam. I'm getting pawned by noobs and I do believe you feel the same way a me. What the fuck lah".

Sunday: I visited GQ at SGH, I have to admit that I went down later than I supposed to. I saw his ex-gf over there, I have to say that in my eyes and to me she is a gem of a person and how I wish a girl like her would walk into my life. I'm not referring to her of course but someone else other than her. Why he left her? But the trip down was worth it considering its a quality 10-20mins spent together, we caught up quite a bit. I came to realize how serious his condition was after talking to his ex-gf.

ps: Gerard Quek if I were you, I would rather be a girl with a pussy. Jia lat lah the tube being put into your pee hole. If I girl not pain mah even if I'm fresh, hor?

Labels: Take care guys

I spent like 30 bucks on cab just to entitle myself to a through and flow journey from my place to Jalan Kayu. Had supper with my classmates Amos and Eric, though we supposed to have 2 more coming. Due to some reasons both couldn't make it, so there we were the 3 of us eating drinking and chatting away. Had a great time honestly knowing these 2 idiots, we chatted till 4 in the mor'n. We talked about quite a few things but the most vivid conversation we had was about our ex-es. I kind of agreed with Eric that we are victims of relationship. Oh and another thing I was disturbed the most jia lat amongst us, they kept on blabbering about me and this girl. According to them they thought that I had shown signs of interest, only if she knew lah. LOL. Nanny said this I'll break your legs if you mistreats her, woo hoo. Actually ah seriously speaking what make you guys think so? I just nodded my head to prevent further disturbance, Maybe I should just hook the both of you up with your potential customers so you guys will be preoccupied. Supposed to ta pao food for shiyun, but she slept so oh well.

Amos: I'm going to get my mac book, so I could get my half an hour with her. Movie with pat also I will ask her for you.

Eric: Put your thoughts into actions, stop checking girls in our class out. I know they are hot, your favorite word "sien" U should do it.

Name: Sam Teo
Age: 21
School: St.Mich's, St.Pat's, CHEC and RP
Birthday: 26/02/1987
About Me: Hi Sam here, cheers to anyone reading this!!!

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Graduate

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Everyone out there who loves me as much as I love them

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