I really thought that we have kind of drifted ever since I've left. I guess it is a natural kind of thing considering the fact that we hardly communicate, this will take a toll on any relationship. Communication is the key to life and every relationship requires it because a relationship has a lifespan as well. I'm really ungrateful when I come to think of it, I only turn to you whenever I'm going through something in life. However when the tides are low and the problems are gone, I always let my senselessness get the better of my gratitudes in many areas. Today I'm back here again at your feet seeking forgiveness and repenting everything that I've done; although I feel awkward and hypocritical. You've always been there at my lowest point of time and you've never failed to see me through in everything that I do. I really do appreciate everything that you've done and given to me but on the contrary I do feel that I'm unworthy of it for things which I've done or failed to do. I know that you are going to see me through this time again and I hold that believe closely within my heart. I really do hope that things will be back like how it used to, I'm not saying this just so you would answer my prays. But you know my heart and desire. AMEN.
Things happens for a reason, and maybe we cannot seem to understand why. However I do believe that if God allows it to happen for a reason then he'll soar with you and see you through everything that is going to happen.
Isaiah 55:8; "For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways my ways," says the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And my thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 41:10; Fear not for I'm with you; Be not dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you, yes I will help you. I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
This is one of my favorite song which never fails me, it is really a sweet, touching and loving song.
Stand by everything You said Stand by the promises we made Let go of everything I’ve done I'll run into Your open arms And all I know
Chorus: I love You more than life I love You more than life
Fall back on everything You've done Fall back on everlasting arms When all the world is swept away You are all the things I need You're the air I breathe
How can it be You were the one on the cross that died for me? Lifted for all our shame? How can it be The scars in Your hands are for me? You are the king of all