I guess these few days have been a reality check for me, I've told myself to wake up, however it simply lacks conviction. These few days has brought the reality upon me, to the extend of me having crumble under it many times whenever I thought about it. My FYP needs to be re-evaluated, attendance in school is really bad to the extend of me being destined to fail if I don't buck up now till next semester and my tests could have been better. It doesn't really help when I'm thinking about you all these while, I simply can't really get you off my mind. That sweet melancholic smile and that loud laughter never seem to stop replaying in my mind. What can I do to make you happy, what can I do to make you love me. Even right now as I'm blogging this, words that have been processed through my mind are like a moving picture without sound. I guess I do need to put in effort for school for this last 4 weeks, pray for me guys seriously. God really please help me for this last 4 weeks, help me to pull my GPA up and next semester for the graduation.
Met Malcolm, Sam and Stella for supper at jurong; we simply ate and left. What a supper but on the brighter side of things, I had a free ride home. Thanks man Mal, I love you. Its the weekends again, don't really know if I'm going to enjoy but yet have the same motivation after to work hard. At this very present moment I'm at Sam's place learning some code, really no mood to do it.