I made the decision to part with you. It is a decision made on my part with my own judgement. Don't question me on that, I know jolly well why I did what I did. Honestly I trusted my 6th sense because it has rarely let me down. Eversince I asked you back, things had been different and only you know why. Today or rather tonight I have found out why. Thank the Lord Jesus I made the decision long before this happening came to light. You asked me to return you the trust which I once had for you and I tried but unfortunately my 6th sense forbits me to do so. A leopard never change it spots REMEMBER THAT, I had learnt that catch phrase the hardest way possible in the history of mankind. Every promise was a lie and everything on your blog was a facade of yourself. How was I so blind and stupid to have even met you, I really wished you were never in my life. Rarely have I said or told anyone this and this might even be the first time for as far as I can remember. I knew an ending like this would awaits me and true enough you proved it right. I feel like a prophet whenever I'm with you, I feel like a notradamus as well because I always get my predctions right. To think you even rejected that guy who asked you for a one night stand, why didn't you agreed to that? Maybe that would have changed your perception and mindset of being in a relationship. I'm not dissapointed neither am I sad, I'm numbED to these. Now I don't even want the past neither do I want a new begining, I don't even want another begining at anypoint of time in my life. You said you made it very clear to him, LOL omg do you think I believed that? Bullshit to that and a big time fuck off to that lie. Seriously and honestly I had wanted a new start initially but after I came to know about what had happened, I merely kept to my words. I didn't really have a choice my dear, but then again thank you so much for giving me a way out. I love you seriously, for everything you did, you have done and for what you are doing. See now you understand why I made it clear to you even before I found out? Clever me or rather maybe just maybe stupid you. LOL joking anyway what I want to say here is this, everyone out there please take this as an example. Once bitten twice shy; never ever let things like these happen to you twice, its both embarressing and disgracing on your part. I felt it and I'm still feeling it but nonetheless for my case everyone whose involve feels it as well, don't you think so? So please don't get bitten twice.