This few weeks(4 to be in fact) had not been really good for me. I guess there's always an end to something, especially somethings that you really do treasure. I'm sadened but yet happy that this chapter has closed, though it is an oxymoron but I guess this is what people would call mixed feelings. I chose to close this chapter and refuse to read on because I can foresee the outcome, an outcome that would not benefit either of us, an outcome that would only bring us nowhere and an outcome that would see both of us tired of trying. I guess it would have been perfect if things had worked out the way we wanted it to but this is life, we both have to face it, not all things will come your way. I have my reasons for making such a crucial decision. Firstly its because I'm just afraid that I might not live up to your expectations, though you don't mind but honestly you are affected by it, I don't want to see you being affected by it. You may look at it as a permanant solution to a temporary problem but I think that's just a part of it. Another thing is that I guess you don't know what it takes to maximise the potential of a relationship, we are not talking about makin it work. There wasn't any accountability, there wasn't any discussion and neither was there any considerations for others when you are frustrated. I choose to believe that these are your traits, not your flaws. I always believed that things that are not resolved will only get bigger as it moves on with time, this was where reality kicked in for me, thus I made the decision. I hope for that one day when you can come back to me telling me that you understood what I meant, then let me tell you that you had made my day.