That was the wordings on the cake which I bought for Caleb(aka Choon). It was his 21st birthday celebration and it was held at Costa Sands East Coast. As usaul, although I was alittle dry but I still managed to buy him a cake and on top of that a little token, a voucher from flash and splash. He invited all of us(My brothers and I, which includes my cousin) and all of us were there celebrating with him. We drank, ate great nice food prepared by his childhood sweetheart and how to forget the most essential part of any event; we had a poker session. Choon was really childhood deprieved I guess or maybe he just wanted to bring back the good old childhood he once had, he demanded all of his guests to play "Taboo". We were all like "What the Fuck, kan ni na lah". Well in the end all of us complied to his demands as it was his first birthday of his adulthood. Well actaully he had stepped into adulthood long before this(Peranthood to be in fact, he jumped one stage of life). My group of brothers and I were in the same team, we were grouped together because we were from St.Pat's(Always proud tobe from there). Dino start to cheer our slogans and poems(123 321 St.pats gina number 1). Dino again has to be in the heat of the action, he taunted the other teams(All of you going to lose lah, we st.pats boys are too smart for games like these) and laughed at them when they have some other ideas about his taunts. Bryan Lim(Valentino Bull) said this:"st.pats will sent out 2 of their stupidest boy for such a game and we will win". After saying this he volunteered himself for the occasion. I have to give Choon credits for the way he consolidate all of us to be involved in the game. At the end of the day, true enough we patricians won the game hands down. We had our own form of celebrations after the show was over, we continued drinking and dsturbing others. At that very moment Jin flew off to New York City, hope she enjoys herself there, that blur girl. Oh well the party soon ended because Choon was high. too high for comfort I guess. He drank like a fish and he was as heong as an king leonalidis because he was as high as the sky. Dino and I met Chris's new girlfriend, Karen. Omg she is really a bomb, as hot as the sun, as beautiful as the sunset and as gorgeous as her mother. No exagerations but I might be sacatic, well up to you to decide. Dino, my cousin and I then went to desker road for some food(and i mean food). We ate the prawn mee there before heading home. It was a good night for me. Happy Birthday Choon, all the best in whatever you do. This is going to be the year for you. "Huat Zai"
Cheers xD @ 11:20 AM
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The bus ride of my life.
I took the initiative to take some time off, just to talk to you because we were still pretty unsure of what's going on at that very point of time. You told me nothing about your life after we were through, I knew nuts about your life eversince. When I wanted to start this relationship again/afresh, you then enlightened me with one great piece of news. The great news is that you had been dating someone else. Why not tell me earlier, or at least let me know when I had asked you. Remember a similar incident? Your claim was that you chose to protect the both parties involved, "WOW, mad props to you". I remembered vividly saying "this is the end" but I didn't say we cannot start all over again right? I guess I do love you enough to give you a chance to change for the better, a better that would change alot more to the wonderful relationship we once had. It is not wrong of me to ask of that right? You had agreed to that clause with an ease on your face, with happiness blossomed in your heart and with a great big hug and a kiss from you to me(This is from a rythme btw). You had even asked for something that would mean alot for the both of us, you had also asked me to keep those things that you gave me. But the most intriging part of all which I will have to ask God for an enlightenment is that just moments after that your actions can speak otherwise. I was in the middle of the scene which featured both you and your new-found-loved-one cuddling, kissing and hugging. OHHH MYY GOD, readers out there, can you believe what I've just posted? I didn't believed my eyes either when I saw what I've posted, and that's why I've send you the SMS. The message within the SMS was something that was really from the bottom of my heart. Again "mad props to you", I've got nothing to say. At the end of the day when you asked me if both my perception and opinion of you would change I said no, until you have changed. Even your new-found-loved-one was shocked at what he had heared, but honestly I told the truth right? You can even follow him to his place when I merely asked you jokingly if you would follow me. Solid mindset of a solid person, someone we must always set our role-model upon. If you had not agreed to my request or if you had told me earlier about your new-found-loved-one, I wouldn't have any qualms or queries about anything. I have done what I've needed to do and I've also enjoyed myslf with you. So I guess there's really no more another new chapter in this book of life. People say that lightning will not strike the same place twice but history might repeat itself. With these two sayings in mind, people thus settle for this "A leopard will never change its spots".
Cheers xD @ 10:25 AM
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Another chapter in the Book Of Life........
This few weeks(4 to be in fact) had not been really good for me. I guess there's always an end to something, especially somethings that you really do treasure. I'm sadened but yet happy that this chapter has closed, though it is an oxymoron but I guess this is what people would call mixed feelings. I chose to close this chapter and refuse to read on because I can foresee the outcome, an outcome that would not benefit either of us, an outcome that would only bring us nowhere and an outcome that would see both of us tired of trying. I guess it would have been perfect if things had worked out the way we wanted it to but this is life, we both have to face it, not all things will come your way. I have my reasons for making such a crucial decision. Firstly its because I'm just afraid that I might not live up to your expectations, though you don't mind but honestly you are affected by it, I don't want to see you being affected by it. You may look at it as a permanant solution to a temporary problem but I think that's just a part of it. Another thing is that I guess you don't know what it takes to maximise the potential of a relationship, we are not talking about makin it work. There wasn't any accountability, there wasn't any discussion and neither was there any considerations for others when you are frustrated. I choose to believe that these are your traits, not your flaws. I always believed that things that are not resolved will only get bigger as it moves on with time, this was where reality kicked in for me, thus I made the decision. I hope for that one day when you can come back to me telling me that you understood what I meant, then let me tell you that you had made my day.