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.Thursday, February 22, 2007 ♥

Fateful night to remember

I'm really sorry for what had happened last night. I was really fustrasted and my reaction towards you was really uncalled for. I remebered you running away in tears after you said that you didn't want to see me again, because you were upset with me for shouting at you and saying things which would be better off not said. I tired to find you and when I did, you told me you didn't have time to talk and so I walked away in anger, after telling you that I have made my decision. To me, I felt like we were strangers again. You called me back and I came back from my walk towards the nearest location where I could have gotten food. When I got back, you were still upset and hurt from things that I've said to you and on the other hand I'm still quite frustrated by what had happened. I told you sacastically that it was entirely my fault that things has reached its climax and that was there anything I could do to make you happy one last time before I make my leave and never to return. I even told you that if a slap on my face would make you happy, I would galdly allow it to happen as it will end everything there and then sweet. Instead you clung on to me like a kualur bear like always and you asked me a very intriguing question; are you really gonna leave me? I told you to get off me and I shouted really loud at you when you refuse to comply. I said" can you get the fuck up and sit down here, can you fucking stop whinning". You asked me what was I waiting for and I told you I was waiting for snow to fall in Singapore and money to drop from the trees. I saw the anguish when I shouted those words to you, you left without saying a word. You returned and asked me again but I just couldn't bring myself to give you an answer after I saw how you were crying and whilling loudly. You even felt like puking when you were totally upset and hurt by all those actions and words of mine. I have never wanted this to happened, not even in my dreams. It was just a moment of fury that resulted in this, things are back to normal though and I'm really happy with that for now. It really goes to show how much you love me, I've been really blunt with my words. I guess only my really good friends(Brothers) can and have accepted and have not taken it to heart for things that I've said to them.

Cheers xD @ 10:19 AM

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Dedicated to you

I guess the least I could do for you is to be there for you, to love you and to care for you. After knowing what you are going through or have gone through, put it in short, this is the least someone could do as a person. Love is about giving at self-expense and it is also about how much it cost for you to say it. You don't expect anything in return because if you do, that's an investment. When you love that special someone, you'll do almost anything that is sound for that someone even if it will cost you something. It is because you love that person and that's why you are willing to go the extra mile. It is love that enables you to go on and on to do things for that someone, things which you might not do for anyone else in this world. I don't expect anything for things which I've done, I just want you to be happy. It is because of love that I've done everything. You can give without loving but you cannot love without giving. I cannot promise you that what you are going through will get better but I can promise you that I'll try my best to continue loving you. I'll leave you off with this;

Life is not a walk on a street of gold but rather life is like an amazing race. You are bound to face challenges in your everyday life(You need to complete a roadblock before you can reach your destination). You know there are challenges but what you do not know is what it requires you to complete it. Nothing in this world is impossible, every problem has a solution. Everything happens for a reason. It either happens for you to learn something from it or to shape you as a person. You have to get something out of it when you are out of it. It may seem impossible but rest assured that it'll be over one fine day. Everything on this earth has a lifespan and this includes problem/s.

Cheers xD @ 9:44 AM

.Saturday, February 17, 2007 ♥

My Valentine

Thanx for the really nice valentine's day gift Jin, I love it. It was something simple but you made it memorable. I saw the amount of effort, hardwork, sweat and blood and of course the love you had put into the gift. I have to say that I was really touched when I recieved the gift. Though it was just a simple photo montage in a book, but it is really something worth keeping and worth looking through again and agian and again. I remembered you asking me to look through the book, and when I did, the very first thing that came to my mind was that those captions you had put on every picture speaks alot for itself. I figured that those words were priceless because it was from the heart. Further more, those pictures with those captions really creates a story for itself and also a chapter in that very event.

These are some of my favorite pictures.

Cheers xD @ 10:04 AM

.Friday, February 9, 2007 ♥

My First Year

I guess I'm someone who always start damn well but towards the end, it is always unpredictable. It is the same shit for my studies. Same shit, different day, I would call it. I remebered starting really well for my studies but towards the end its always the same result. I have effectively screwed myself up. On bad days, I'll skip school, on good days, I'm late. Luckily luck has always been on my side when it comes to things with regards to my life. Luckily after calculating my results I just managed to scrape through to yr2. Thanx God ballz.

Leave you guys out there with this saying; Its not how you start but it is how you end, be a good finisher for every race you are in.

Cheers xD @ 12:40 AM

.Tuesday, February 6, 2007 ♥

Kind Helpful Soul

I was boarding bus 161 with Jin from woodlands interchange to hougang when suddenly I realized that I had no coins for the bus ride. I then asked Jin for some coins when suddenly this great, nice, gorgoues and sweet girl came up to me with coins for my bus ride. I was shocked at first but when I managed to regain my composure, I immediatly thanked her for her help. I really appreciate people like this. Though I do not know her but I still hope for all the best for her. Thanks a miilion yeah girl.

Cheers xD @ 5:32 PM

.Friday, February 2, 2007 ♥

Work, Work and Work

With regards to my previous 2 posts, I think you can see the relationship I have with my brothers. I have to work because it is about me helping my beloved cousin. I hate it when his number appears on my mobile but with not much of a choice, I have to answer it whether by hook or by crook. I could have guessed what he is going to say next; it is either we are going out or we are going to work. When it is the latter, I will be in awe at the same time strandard with nothing left to say. I will just have to oblige to that subtle request of his. I guess at times we have to sacrifice for people we have in our hearts because of the fact that you'll know they will do the same when you are in that same shit. Obviously I hate it when it is my turn to do likewise, but without a shadow of a doubt, I will see to it. The reason why he asked me this favour is because Chinese New Year is approaching and his business is booming big time(He took more than an hour to count his $50 dollar bills ONLY with me watching by his side =)Those of you who are thinking of robbing, please kindly drop that idea). I have to say that although it is a favour and I don't expect anything in return but the catch for helping him can be really big. To stay at his place is like a stay at a five star hotel's presidental suite. There is a maid who will take care of eveything, meals are provided(Shark's fin, abalone, fish maw..I'm drooling), ciggarates are provided as well(Marlboro reds) and I can see my beloved Gu Ma. But so much so for the enjoyment, lets talk about work. The place is pretty alright for a market like setting around bugis area. The crowd is amazing, they people from the earlier generations. They love to do what they do best; bargaining. They can do that till the donkey brays, but the best thing is that they are willing to do it for even half a cent. The job scope is the most sickening part of all. You have to serve people like these in the above mentioned condition, sound simple? Go try. After work for your OT(Overtime), you have to pack and Thumba(add) things. This is the most tideous part of all, the work load is never ending and that's the reason why the workers are always there till 12am the earliest. This is as much as I can describe but when you try it, you'll

understand what I mean. Tio boh Bryan Lim?(He can report to work at 3pm when it starts at 10am, he can ask for advance pay on his first day of work and he can hide in the store when it is his responsibility to work). I sympathise with you when you got fired, until today I still do. But I hope you can give me credit when it is due for my working ethics.

Converation between Bryan Lim and his Tao kay.

Tao Kay: Bryan Lim eh
Bryan: bua sai lah wua mia lit ko ai zou kang
Tao Kay: Lan lah lim liao ke kun mia lit ke liao zuo(He pretend not to have heared this part) Bryan: Oh na si kong lim mia lit mian zuo kang ah, wah swee lah lim ah lim ah.
Tao Kay: lan ah, le lim liao ke kun mia lit ai zuo a bo bian. Boh kao lang.
Bryan: Liao lah bua sai lah (He ended drinking in the end)
Brayn came running to us : Die lah die lah I thought if I drink i dont have to work tomorrow. I'm stuck lah.

Cheers xD @ 8:54 AM

.Thursday, February 1, 2007 ♥

Dearest Cousin

The important thing in life is to have someone you look up to, someone who will be there for you, someone who cares and love you and someone who inspires you. For me one such person is my cousin. He takes care of my friends and I, he regard us as his own cousins. There is no favourtism or whatsoever shown when we are going out. He have taught us a lot of valuble lessons in life, some of which I'm still holding by until today. No one is perfect, everyone fuck up at times but most importantly is to forgive, forget and move on. We have our fair share of quarrels but we are still on good terms. The only cousin I have who really loves me like a younger brother, what more can I ask for? I love you from the bottom of my heart, thanx for everything.

Cheers xD @ 12:02 AM