Suddenly had this inspiration to blog, luckily for me, I didn't delete my blog. I nearly forgotten my username and password to log into this blog. Can I take it as I've been blogging for 3 years? Though my posts are inconsistent, but I've been holding on to this account for 3 years.

Crap, this is going to be the first rubbish post I'm going to post. Normally I'd only blog on things that are meaningful or have relevance to my life but defiantly not this. I'm listening to the whole Taylor Swift album and just decided to blog. Damn -random lah I swear. I'm brain dead now, typing whatever that comes to my mind.

Take care my friends, those who are enlisted (you guys know who you are, no need to put names). Cheers and have fun, I'm going to miss you guys. But I'm pretty sure we'll have more fun together and the friendship we had will never part from us.

Mr Caleb Cheang finally remembered me, he msn-ed me the other day. I liked what Dino said about him; "he come telling us about his kangtao but never share so what the fuck". Sounded angry and feeling angsty, but well he contacted me. Telling me to find him after my service, assuring me of a job and telling me about his plan with me included. "Honestly damn chulut lah I tell u", not keeping my hopes up too high but I'll still trust him as a brother.

It's rather good to go to school alone, you'll have no other things in mind but to study. Good inspiration for a start at least. Hope I'm not talking too soon, and pray for me as usual. God has been really good to me, helping and keeping me safe by his side. <3 God, child-like faith is what God looks at; faith of a mustard seed shall move the mountains. Must go church and give my thanks.

And lastly to my good friends of many year, I really enjoyed myself going out with you guys even though I know the night will be "Chulut". The state of us getting lost is the fun part, our creative mind will bring us far. I missed those good old days, maybe we have grown up but nonetheless I still believe we can still have our fun together. We should meet up soon and catch up more, I remembered seeing you guys like 5 times a week without fail. Now it's like once in 5 weeks. But never let's be optimistic about this, better times ahead guys. Long zhong si brother huat zhai. HAHAHAH hope you guys remembered that.

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Ever since I got the news that Joey was gone, I got the calls from my friends to be there at Dino's place. I guess that's the least I could do as well as a friend, knowing the fact that Joey was part of his life all these while. Gerard told me this:" When we were 13-14 like that we went down to his place who was there?" This brought a flashback of those times I had with Joester. I remembered this once when I was stroking him, he actually used his paw to scratch me and I went "Fuck". Later than did I realized from his father that only people whom he felt affiliated to were entitled to such doings. Another vivid memory was when he bite me in the ass, not kidding man. I was waking Dino up while he was sleeping, I guess I overdid it. I was whacking him with the bolster while joester was barking, that didn't stop me from lashing out at Dino, before I knew it joester jumped and bite me in the ass. It wasn't painful but it was shocking, we laughed it off in the end.

I headed down to his place on Sunday and stayed over till Monday together with Porky, Timmy was there but he left after supper. Porky and I were on the couch napping, uncle Mo came and asked us to the bed. I'm telling you the air-con, the bed, the comforter, the pillow all felt so damn good for once. Thanxs uncle mo.

While we were at his place, Dino showed me the pictures of a professional paparazzi. He showed me Porky's "Gungi", 2 pictures to be in fact. One was him peeing into the Singapore River while the other was him posing as sir stamford raffles with his Gungi dangling out. What a prick man seriously. I've never had such a great laugh for ages, I laughed till I had an asthma attack. Porky was stunned, astonished and blur when he saw the pictures. His hands were on top of his head throughout the entire picture viewing session. It was a good get together session for all of us.

I have never had some best laughs like I had yesterday night for quite sometime already. The conversation on the phone consisted of Me, Mo, Porky and Boss. The gist of the entire conversation is solely on 1 man, MR Porky Lim. They talked about his cock-slap, how his cock was left dangling after he pee-ed, how he did the lean back and how he got a scolding from his father after all these. The best thing also was how these bunch of nubs claimed that I had lied to skip Porky Lim's birthday celebration at butter. They all saved the SMS which I've text them; "Guys I can't get out. I quarrelled with my mom over money. She kao pei say I spent too much these few days which i have. I'll be meeting porky in town tmr. I fucking wish i was there lah. Really fucking fucked up. Guys really dun give up on me. I know i fucked up pls lah understand my fucking situation. <3". But the matter of fact is that I really counldn't leave my house, because of the reason above.

Anyway I met Porky on sat, ended eating tao hua and going for lan gaming after the fat fuck played us out. Porky had great plans, shall we go geylang? After that we can sit down have a field report over a cup of coffee. I was like "What"? No way man I'm not going to such places, and it's somewhat unethical. So that was how we ended up playing lan gaming. Many great things happened while I was with Porky, too many to write.

Seriously I need to get things done.

I've really got no time to blog recently, due to whatever valid reason that I can come up with. Quite a lot of things happened these few weeks or days during my absence over here, pretty lazy to type everything out and phrase it nicely for viewing. However a couple of nice things happened as well. Some of which are worth mentioning like how I'd lost $50 in poker in say less than 10 rounds, met up with my good friends for some nice times, have been talking to you guys recently despite my busy schedule and have been doing pretty fine for now.

My FYP rework is finally over but I still do need that little help for that 1 section. This is something I've to see to ASAP.

I'm earning some CE points for school and that's good considering the fact that the required is 40 and I've only like 12.

My current FYP is still pretty alright with quite a number of things done but also quite a number of things not done. So far so good but I might just need to push myself harder just a little.

My school's attendance; gosh after a brilliant start, things seems to be in the shadow of the past, but I've recovered well once again. This time it seems that I'm not getting the desired grades due to my late coming, fuck this shit lah. 'Too little too late'? No way it should be phrase 'as never too early never too late'.

The most recent thing that made me realize of the past which I seem not to forget about and which I am still fucking pissed about is the fact that I was so damn bloody blind. Worst off as a bat if you were to do a comparison excluding the fact that I'm a higher being than them, I'm more blind/blinder/more pa jiao/more chair ma than them. Seriously WHY the fuck I did what I did, I had said what I had said and chose what I had chosen. These are wrong moves and choices in my life, fucking waste time, effort and energy. Haiyo really dam sickening, seriously.

Let me explain; first thing first I was fucking blinded by I don't know what. Second thing second I was fucking stupid; made choices out of my heart and intuition instead of my brains., trust me for me as a guy I've enough blood for 2 brains. And lastly I was too damn fucking naive, seeked advices from the wrong people, from people who think they know a lot. These same group of people are those people that can call me everyday telling me things that would make me stupider, telling me about money making plans and opportunity. But on the contrary thanks guys for being there whenever I needed you. Don't get me wrong that I cannot let go of the past or for a fact that I'm petty but it's simply just very frustrating. Feel damn cheated and manupliated by 1 even stupider person. That makes me stupider and yeah I know, haha.

Lastly I should start doing things right, from now on. I know whats on my mind right now and guess I will do it. I'm writing rubbish already, my inspiration is gone.

I've been attending school regularly for the past 3 weeks, except for 2 days of absentee including today. I'm still mad at myself for not attending school today, I've no idea how I overslept. This week alone was the cause of every fuck up, I've skipped once on Wednesday and once today. I hope this will be the last time.

I'll be giving tuition later and hope to get my pay earlier, I'm dead broke man. I'll be celebrating at the end of the month because I'll be having some quick cash from the government. Thanks a million Singapore. Its enough for me to do what I've always wanted to do.

FYP; re-work and current project. Fuck this shit lah really. Re-work is due for submission in 2 weeks time, and I've not even met up with my teammates. However on the bright side, the current project is still pretty much alright considering we have done quite a number of things and hopefully even more in the upcoming weeks.

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I will always remember the first meeting with him, it was at i-rumors somewhere during the early of this year. The moment I saw him, I asked if he was Kenneth Lim. He replied; "Nowadays no one calls me Kenneth ah, people call me "Porky Lim". He then proceeded to show me his name on his hand, "see this ang kong, porky." Ever since that day, the journey has began until today;

The facebook threads; he called Dino upon reading the comments to that particular thread. He was like; "How lah dino die lah sam got the picture of my gungi". Dino made a comment to me over the phone; "He want to act hiong but you jack him sweet lah the fucker blur lah."

The big business plan; He wants to open a vice-den. He told me this; "Sam i've been thinking about this big plan for a very long time already i tell u. Every wednesday night people have mambo night we have student night. We make those students use student cards to make payments. At the end of the day we'll be awarded with the enturepreneurship award."

The jack of the year; He has this plan to ruin someone's date. He told me this; "I'm waiting for the day A pisses me off. Then ah I will ask the girl he bring along to zouk this; you got money anot? Your wallet fat enough for A anot? Later got cab fare to send A home?" He will then turn to A after that and say you've found the right person to support your living. My take on this is A would be so pissed, he will say this; "Porky what the fuck is wrong with you porky. What are you talking about?"

The plan of the year; Next time ah when people got no money u tell them this; "Tell your parents to work proerly. Father go changi village and mother go keong saik road, carry few packets of condoms and a tube of ky. If your parents can finish 1 tube of ky each night ah you can stay condo already."

Really funny but crude guy; I still like him more and more lah as each day goes by.

I've been attending classes for the past week, and guess what I've been going to school everyday since the first day of school. It is a cool 7/7 days for me right now, and I'm having pretty good grades except for the fact that I'm late practically everyday. Late better than never.

Met my module chair recently and guess what I still have hopes of graduating provided if i pass my FYP, my re-work FYP and score Bs for my modules. It is something achievable if I continue what I'm currently doing. I've started on some of my work but still need to do more and get the coding going. Pray for me huat ah.

Today's lesson is still the most interactive class for me, everyone's participating in every conversation that is being brought up. I've learnt something; we should go I'm arriving instead of I'm coming. If you got what I meant you would be laughing out loud right now, if you don't then never mind. I've added this person with the most unique MSN address; she walked up to my com and typed that down. It says 2 things; either she paiseh to let others know or she doesn't want others to know her MSN. Popular girl lah no choice.

Amos asked me for supper on Friday but before we get there, I need to finish my fundamental FYP work followed by tuition on Friday as usual. Ann has passed out of BMT, more time together I guess; DOTA, I admit lah he is good. "Play hard go Pro"

Suffering from flu, not enough rest. I saved $30 because instead of seeing a doctor, I consulted the self-proclaimed doctor. None other than me myself. My nose is "fucking wet". Feeling stressed again because of the pressure to do well this semester. Lastly fuck all the unlucky luck and welcome all good luck. Luck luck many many huat zhai everybody.

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Name: Sam Teo
Age: 21
School: St.Mich's, St.Pat's, CHEC and RP
Birthday: 26/02/1987
About Me: Hi Sam here, cheers to anyone reading this!!!

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Hope to enroll in a degree course soon

Graduate

Any kind soul out there?:D

Everyone out there who loves me as much as I love them

Close friends (You guys know who you are)

My family

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